I Used to Feel Like My Kids Were in My Way

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Several months after our first baby was born, I found myself thinking that she was in my way. I had lists and agendas and time tables, and if her nap schedule was off, or she was teething or sick, the change was an inconvenience to me and my plan. Because I had plans, gosh darn it.

And any deterrence from the plan was, well, in my way. As I write it out, it sounds harsh, but don’t leave me hanging, mommas… please tell me someone else has felt like this?! Like my kids were in my way?

I didn’t even really know I was thinking that at the time. Instead, I often felt frustrated, easily irritable. I was getting angry with my child and it wasn’t even her fault! Thankfully, the Lord pointed this out to me at some point… I still remember hearing this quiet voice inside whisper: she’s not in your way. This is your calling right now. Caring for and raising her is your calling. 

It's not about me: experiencing the joy of motherhood in putting your kids first.


God gave me such a gracious clarification of my current purpose! My job for this season of life was to care for, teach, correct, discipline, and love this little one. This season wouldn’t last forever, but it was for now. For now, the infant’s immediate needs come first.

Not in an idolize-your-kid way, but in a it’s-okay-if-your-mommy-to-do-list-doesn’t-get-done way. It was freeing, honestly, because I could release myself from the self-imposed pressure to do certain things or be a certain way.

By aligning my expectations with what God had for our family, I was free to let go of the image of a mom that mommy blogs, pinterest & instagram told me I should be.

Side note: In recent years, I’ve read both “Parenting” by Paul Tripp and “Parenting by the Book” by John Rosemond. They are so good! Each helped my husband and me form a Biblical view of parenting, and gave us a hope and a vision for what we want for our kids.

These books clarified my goals and purpose! I highly recommend both.


By the time our second baby was born, I figured, “I got this… it’ll be much less of an adjustment because I’ve totally figured out the kids-come-first thing.”

Haha! NOT! As you mamas of 2 know, taking care of 2 kids is, in fact, more time consuming than taking care of 1 kid. (Somehow I was surprised by that. Slow learner, I guess.) Life with 2 under 2 was really hard at first!

Again, I started to feel as if my kids were in my way. So, there was another learning curve of laying down myself a little bit more. And choosing to do so joyfully, with a heart yielded to the calling God had placed on my life for right now.

Well, when our 3rd baby was born, our older 2 were 2 years old and 3 years old. Needless to say, they were all so needy still! Once again, I felt like my kids were in my way. (Can you see the theme here?)

God’s Word reminded me:

Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility, value others above yourselves, not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of others. In your relationships with one another, have the same mindset as Christ Jesus: who being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be used to his own advantage; rather, he made himself nothing by taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to death – even death on a cross!  (Philippians 2:3-8)


A former pastor of ours used to frequently preach, “Everyone is living out his or her belief system. You might say you believe something, but the evidence is in how you live.” This begs the question, do I believe that the Bible applies to my life or not?

Do I believe that the above commands are for me today, in my house, with my kids, while I’m scrubbing day old oatmeal off the floor, or do I believe that what will solve all my impatience and exhaustion and frustration is an hour of me-time, a new shirt, and a cup of coffee.

Don’t get me wrong. I like me time, shopping, and coffee. But the temporary break they afford is just that, temporary. And the momentary break doesn’t compare to the overflowing joy from choosing to submit to God’s Word on this matter of laying down ourselves in order to serve whomever we’ve been called to serve.


When I was pregnant with our 3rd, Ben and I talked a lot about whether or not we thought the 3rd baby baby would be our last. We’d talk about pregnancy woes, sibling dynamics, the possibilities of foster care and/or adoption in the future, etc…

During one of these discussions, I was rambling on about my concerns and opinions, and my oh-so-wise husband’s response was, “Yeah, that makes sense, but…it’s not about us.

Bam. What a good reminder. Clearly, I married up.

If you claim to be a Christ follower, life is just not about you. Or me.

Let’s have the daily self-funeral as we choose to mother with the servant mindset of Christ rather than fulfill our selfish ambitions. All the while, clinging to the promise of deep, complete joy that is coming for those who choose to put others first.


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